Firmamentum

  “Can we talk, in private?” I asked “Yes of course ” she said To her, it was a simple conversation A simple combination of sentences that made some sense For her, it was nothing unusual It was perfectly normal Even for an outside observer, we had a conversation Which anyone would consider perfectly normal Nothing strange at all But for me, we were conversing for the very last time And I could’ve avoided it And a thought came over “Regrets or No Regrets?” I went for the latter and I thought Why not talk to her? One last time Why don’t we sit together? One last time Why don’t we hold hands? One last time Why don’t we sit there in the beautiful silence and still feel comfortable? One last time Why don’t I hug her? One last time With that thought, I ran to her and at that moment I felt Why don’t I ask her again? Why shouldn’t I try again? One last time I believe it was not me who was thinking I cannot possibly be thinking su...

I always thought that it would be a sudden realization But now I can feel it; We, can feel it It’s finally coming to an end and there are so many things in my mind You don’t just wake up one day and realize that it’s over You feel it ending slowly And you want to savor each and every moment you can have with these people These people who came into our lives as nobodies Some of us even despised each other Talking behind each other’s backs Fast forward 2 years later, we’re best friends I don’t want this to end No one does But part of the journey is end And although I hate to admit it I am going to cry on the final day I cannot think of a place other than this I can’t fore-see a future where I don’t meet you guys You mean a lot to me Each and every one of you reading this I am going to miss you All of you And I know plans do not work out very well with me But let’s meet someday? For the very last time No regrets, Only tears, of happin...