You

In that never ending list of names

I'd spent nights searching for yours

I remember when you said that

If I keep my hand on something I'll be a topper in that

Maybe your prayers were answered

There are now a million names in that list that I hold

And all I look for is the letter '☐'

I had imagined a future

Together, for us

A future where there would never even be shadow of sadness

In this world of sad and empty hearts

All I look for is a heart like yours

I still think about where we went wrong

I still think about what I did wrong

But there is one thing I'm certain of

In the fight against society

WE lost

And in this war of love and peace

All I look for is a face resembling yours

I don't know where time would take us

Maybe we'll end up together

Maybe we'll go along our paths 

Not talking ever again

And in this journey of life

All I look for is a voice as sweet as yours

I believe that the time we were together 

Would be the best time of my life

And I don't know about you

But I believe that someday

I would look up that list of mine

And there would be your name

In bold and capitals

That someday I'll be walking around

And I'll lock eyes with you on the metro

And I'll not let go

That someday I'll be scrolling through social media

And I'll hear your voice for one last time

But for now, I have this archive of conversations

And all I look for

Is a name that I wish to remember forever.