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I don’t think I need to make this one formal. I’m writing this to you and I don’t even know why. There are some things that you can’t explain or understand. They are just there. This is one of those moments when I don’t know what I’m typing or what my brain is thinking it’s just my hands that are automatically pressing each key on their own and my heart which just has a picture of you in it. It’s been a tremendously good time since we’ve known each other and I have loved everything about that journey. I don’t know what happened to us but even now if someone asks “Who is she?” my only reply is “the closest thing I have to a girl-best-friend”. Because you are that special to me. I like to speak in facts and the fact is you were my first lady love ever and I continue to love you even to this very moment. I always say I remember each and every moment of my life. But there are some times when I let myself be, without the slightest care of my character, my behavior, my personality, what others think about me or whatever happens. These are the moments that I spend with my special ones when I take off the mask and be myself. You are one of those people who make me feel like myself and not a person who is adapted to the social lifestyle. And I want to thank you for that. You, ma’am, are something beyond special for me and I cannot love anyone more. And now as I think about it, we talk less and less every day.  And It makes my stomach clench and my heartache and what not! I’m sure we both have bad days and the mood is not always perfect but when I feel down, I just imagine you saying “Chal na chutiye kabtak udaas baithega” and it instantly brings up a smile on my face. And in every moment of sadness, I always want things to go back as they were, You and me sitting together on the second last bench with heads down and talking for an indefinite amount of time. I love you and would continue to love you till eternity.
Your Babe!

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